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That title basically explains that this is the start of a bad day. I can always tell. It starts off with the little things like - sleeping in or your hair not going the way it is suposed to be... Thats exactly how mine started off. Then i discovered i had missed the bus and with no credit i couldn't phone a taxi. So, in the hopes i would still be there on time (i couldn't have walked at this point not because of laziness i just simply wouldn't have been on time, and no-one likes walking into a classroom late with all them dissaproving stares do they?) I texted my friend (oh the joys of free texts =]) to see if she could phone a taci for me for 9am. She did, because i just have awsome friends, and i went outside to get a cigerette in befpre it came just after 10 to 9.

Waited till 5 past and a mini bus came - now i don't know about you but i would not have expected a frickin mini bus to come along for one person especially when a TAXI was ordered??? Anyway, it was late so i thought it could have been anyones'. Time pushed on - my feet were frozen, my nose numb and running like a tap - i sparked up another tab in the hopes it was late.

When phoned again the taci operator said they had came and waited for 10 minutes!!

BALLS.

They did not, and if it was the mini bus then whoops. What a joke. Then they said they'd send another one and low and behold it actually still hasn't turned up even half hour later. Sooooo yeah, i didn't go to my lecture, i was, and still am completely and utterly wound so tight that if i ever see a taxi from that firm again i would gladly egg it. Now i know i could of potentially got the bus, but when you are in a state of rage no rational thinking seems to come into play, thats what happened to me, now slightly regreting it and that being late is better than not turning up atall, i'm still TOO late if you know what i mean. Therefor i am going to go in for lunch time and literally apologise my butt off to the lecturer. Oh gosh. What a day this is going to be. Better yet, a friend has just text me most likely thinking i am a complete arse.... probably right in thinking because this day is going to get worse.

Keep you posted ;] Have a nice day.

Insomniac?

Yeahhp. I'm still up even after lack of sleep over the past few days. Man, my body clock is working overtime or broken...? It is nearly half 3 in the morning and I am KNACKERED! But can I sleep? Noooo, it is not allowed I have already attempted TWICE. Twice? I mean how the hell does someone have to attempt to do something that natural twice!! Grrrr.

The flat is deadly quiet. Everyone in this flat is a asleep and yes I am entirely jelous of them. I even thought I heard someone at my door which is freaking me out. To make it worse i swear i hear tapping on my window. Freaking out? Yeah maybe just a little. So, things keeping me occupied are of course this, the old friend internet with Facebook.. but of course, no one is online because guess what? That's right, they're all fricken asleep!! I have my techno music playing, at low volume of course, wouldn't wanna WAKE them up... and Mat. He too is on msn, infact the only living soul on my msn. Then again, he is'nt speaking much, I wonder if he is an insomniac?

It's strange. I am currently doing a dance project which includes choreographing a dance based around a theme and ohh yes, our theme is indeed insomnia. Infact, maybe it was all this research on insomnia that has made me this way? Maybe a bit paranoid? Who knows. All I know is that I want to sleep this second and can't.

Anyone reading this, If you are a fellow insomniac i feel your frustration. Damn it.

Peace and sweet dreams people :@